……this broken guy was readmitted at the St. Luke’s Medical Center Cancer Institute for another round of treatment because his first attempt to have remission from Acute Myelogenous Leukemia (AML) failed. his spirit was tired but still, he was keeping a hold on his Savior’s hands, clinging to the one last hope that he had.
………the time when I’ve, finally, after hanging on for so long, decided to slowly accept things as they are, opened my heart, to one painful truth—that things of the past stay as things of the past even if you imagine and prayed hard that they revert back to the present and that some people leave our lives never to come back anymore.
……when someone came into my life and things were never the same. she made things light, she made things easy, the sound of her laughter, the joy in her eyes, the sound of my name in her mouth, everything was different. i had my reservations, though, not wanting to hurt her, not wanting to give more than what i should, and yet she understood and stayed with me making my journey bearable.
……so many tests, more blood letting, IV drips, bone marrow biopsy, spinal tap, medicines of different types, sizes and colors, endless antibiotics—and then finally—at UCSF Comprehensive Cancer Center—-my prayers were answered—-i got Remission!
…..i can’t believe its been a year….God has been so good to me. I’m still on remission and presently preparing for a needed transplant. i’ll spike a fever once in a while, i’ll feel some discomfort, i’ll feel some fatigue at times–but hey i’m breathing! i’m alive—-in God’s grace!
…….one more thing: that someone is now my rainbow! (one more reason to feel really happy with this journey!)
……i’m loving this life and i look forward to more years ahead! wuhuuuuuu!
GOD is indeed GOOD……..All the time!!!!
etzhel sinabi,
Oktubre 9, 2008 @ 9:02 umaga
Sometimes we really need to give up what we leisurely have, to get that very thing we always dreamt of having.
God is indeed so good, He lovingly mends hearts and He wonderfully crafts lives too.
Im so proud of you!
Hugging you so tight and kissin your nose too
TcB…
lex: i agree. thanks. take care. God bless.
eire sinabi,
Oktubre 9, 2008 @ 5:41 hapon
anniversary niyo ba ng rainbow mo?
curious lang.
keep on getting better! God bless you.
lex: salamat. God bless.
rommel sinabi,
Oktubre 9, 2008 @ 8:27 hapon
glad to hear that bro. Don’t forget the cheeseberger…hehehe
lex: cheeseberger talaga eh. he he he. salamat bro. God bless.
dec sinabi,
Oktubre 9, 2008 @ 11:19 hapon
grabe one year na pala yun cuz. pero kita mo naman ang blessing ni God tuloy tuloy lang sa life mo. nakaka-bless talaga ang mga sharings mo dito sa blog mo. i wish you good health and i’m sure kayang-kaya ang transplant. i miss you. God bless.
lex: hi cuz. i’m really so blessed. God is so good. miss you din. God bless.
ricky sinabi,
Oktubre 11, 2008 @ 6:11 umaga
masaya ako para sa iyo pare. pagaling ka pang mabuti. God bless sa inyo ng rainbow mo.
lex: salamat pare. God bless din.
lou sinabi,
Oktubre 11, 2008 @ 9:21 hapon
weeee!!!high five meyn…glad to know of your makulay na reynbow ahihi…
wtg mah friend…wish you more blessings..take care ol da taym ayt?
lex: lou, salamat. take care and regards to your family.
sheilamarie sinabi,
Oktubre 13, 2008 @ 6:55 umaga
stay strong =) we are praying for you
lex: thanks sheila. God bless.
sabbie sinabi,
Oktubre 13, 2008 @ 6:01 hapon
take care always my forever crush. mwah. i miss you.
lex: salamat sabs. God bless.
topher sinabi,
Oktubre 14, 2008 @ 12:27 umaga
kita mo nga naman isang taon na pala yun dude. masaya ako na malakas ka, buhay at waping pa rin. kita kits soon.
lex: salamat dude. God bless.
bebenibadoodles sinabi,
Oktubre 14, 2008 @ 2:32 umaga
bless you. God works miracles that the human mind can’t conceive. Enjoy everyday as it happens. Cheers to you!
lex: hi bebe ni badoodles. “fan” ako ng blog ni badoodles
thanks for your kind words. God bless.
hisnameisdencios sinabi,
Nobyembre 6, 2008 @ 11:37 hapon
GOD is indeed GOoD!
ito ay tamang tama!
i-ENJOY NATIN ANG BUHAY!
lex: amen. God bless.
chuvaness sinabi,
Nobyembre 21, 2008 @ 3:11 hapon
mukhang may lablyf, paano na kaming mga fans mo sa WP? LOL
glad you’re doing good
lex: napa-smile ako sa comment mo. miss ko na WPP. thanks sa pag-visit. God bless.