tonight

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in the sanctuary of my dusty room in sta maria bulacan, on a gloomy rainy night, i’m back to being the crying man and against doctor’s order, i had this:  

my helpless coward self  has reappeared again and suddenly i felt so weary and tired. i want to be numb, i don’t want to cry anymore. thought of the sms; not the usual painful sms; can’t even remember the exact words…but something there sent a terrible ache within me… “bad intentions pa rin”….i’ve deleted it in my mobile but it keeps on appearing right before me in mid-air.

i don’t want to think of her…….i don’t want to feel the pain…..i don’t want to think of anything

tonight….i just want to sleep.

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7 Tugon so far »

  1. 1

    dec said,

    ay cuz bakit na naman? 😦 care to tell. and don’t drink ano ba? 😦

  2. 2

    donna said,

    can you not do this again? can you promise that? ano ba! gosh lex! 😦

  3. 3

    topher said,

    amp dude yung ex mo ba to? wag mo na dapat pinapansin yun. focus ka na kay pia.

  4. 4

    Jude said,

    walang heineken? tara inom pa tayo.

  5. 5

    manlu said,

    dapat tinext mo ko pinsan. nasa nova lang ako. nasamahan sana kitang uminom. ingat.

  6. 6

    sed said,

    ok ka na ba kuya? God bless. wag ka na lang mag pa apekto as long as alam mo ang totoo. ingat.

  7. 7

    tonchi said,

    mukhang problemang puso ito ah


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