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her name is reese

Nobyembre 29, 2007 · Nakalagay sa a piece of me, happy :), they help me breathe

name: anne rizzelle jillian

nicknames: reese

birthdate: november 29, 1980

birthplace: carson city, nevada

educational attainment: bachelor of science in hotel and restaurant management (UST), master of arts in teaching (PNU)

favorite cartoon character: tweety bird

famous for: making avocado mayo, tuna pasta and banana cake

she hates: sad movies, traffic, dust, men who stare “too hard”, crowded malls

status: in a relationship with a guy named anthony (4 years ain’t bad right?)

brokenman’s message:

happy birthday baby sister. thank you so much for taking care of me, for keeping up with my “ever-changing” moods and for being the best “nanny” to jay. i know you’ve been emotionally and physically drained by the recent events in our family but hey, i know you’ve realized that the situation has actually brought out the best in you.  remember what you’ve told me a few nights ago? that there were things that you never thought you could do but you were able to do so successfully. isn’t that awesome? i’m so proud of you. keep it up. remember that yaku will always love you syobe!!!

my birthday verse for you:

“trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your paths straight”  Proverbs 3: 5-6

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kahit isang saglit

Nobyembre 27, 2007 · Nakalagay sa broken sentiments, my emotions on video

Paano ang puso kong ito
Ngayong lumisan ka sa buhay ko
Kung kailan sumikat ang araw at
Lumigaya ang aking mundo

Paano nang mga bukas ko
Ngayong wala ka na sa piling ko
Paano ang mga pangarap
Mga pangako sa bawat isa

Sana ika’y muling makita ko
Damhin ang tibok ng puso mo
Sana’y yakapin mo akong muli
Kahit sandali, kahit isang saglit
Mayakap ka

Puso ko’y biglang naulila
Iyong iniwanan na nag-iisa

Sana ika’y muling makita ko
Damhin ang tibok ng puso mo
Sana’y yakapin mo akong muli
Kahit sandali, kahit isang saglit
Mayakap ka

 kahit isang saglit/martin nievera

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somebody’s me

Nobyembre 20, 2007 · Nakalagay sa broken sentiments, my emotions on video

You, do you remember me?,
Like, I remember you?
Do you spend your life, going back in your mind to that time?,
Cause I, I walk the streets alone,
I hate being on my own, and everyone can see that,
I really fell, and I’m going through hell.
Thinking about you with somebody else.

Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you it’s lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody’s me.
That somebody’s me

How, how did we go wrong?
It was so good, and now it’s gone,
And I pray at night, that our path’s soon will cross.
What we had, isn’t lost.
Cause you are always right here in my thoughts..

Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you it’s lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody’s me.
That somebody’s me.

You will always be in my life, even if im not in your life.
Cause you’re in my memory…

You, when you remember me?…
And before you set me free, oh listen please…

Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you it’s lonely.
Somebody hopes that someday you will see, that somebody’s me.

That somebody’s me.
Somebody’s me…
That somebody’s me…
That somebody’s me…
Oh yeah…

                           somebody’s me/enrique iglesias

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thank you WordPress Pinoys!

Nobyembre 16, 2007 · Nakalagay sa happy :), picture message

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finally..an update!!!

Nobyembre 13, 2007 · Nakalagay sa the "l" chronicles

at last…an update!

i’m still alive. thank GOD!

i’ve been wanting to update this blog since last week but i couldn’t convince my oncologist to have the laptop brought inside my room. so for today, i’ve actually forced my baby sister to sneak the laptop inside so i could go online and do this update.  🙂

there are so many things that i want to write in here but i don’t really have the luxury of time. so let me first say thank you to those who prayed for me, who made a blog for me, sent me sms, supported me financially, mentally and spiritually, friends who journeyed with me in this very difficult phase, my family, online friends and strangers—-everybody…..words are not enough to express my deepest appreciation. thank you so much. God bless all of you.

i’m still under intensive/repeated treatment. my hickman line was reinstalled and I’ve finished 3 rounds of chemo. the doctors gave me a chemo-break for 2 weeks and had me undergo some tests so that they can do the pre-assessment. i will then continue to finish 3 more chemo sessions by next week and when i’m done with it, proceed to undergo 10 sessions of radiation therapy.  

i’m still not that well. i feel weird and look weird 🙂 i’m still unable to understand how come my body will change from “feeling good to feeling weak” in such a short span of time. my colon had infection and they had to treat me with high dose of antibiotics. i can’t eat that much and still can’t walk without my cane. and what’s worst, i’ve been getting blood transfusions every now and then.

tomorrow, i’ll have a sperm count test to determine the condition of my reproductive system. i don’t know what to feel really 🙂 i’m nervous and uncomfortable at the same time. please do continue to pray for me.

i’ll give more updates soon. i’m still in “isolation” as my family won’t still allow that much visitors because i’m still vulnerable to infections. i’m actually on clinical trial right now and my hopes are hight that i’ll be able to finish my treatment and will get remission this time.

again, in behalf of my family, thank you to those who prayed for me, supported me and showered me with their love during this phase of my treatment. please do keep those prayers coming. God bless all of you.

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